Warning: This article contains information that some readers will find upsetting.

Former adult film star Lana Rhoades has shared the deeply painful reason behind her plea to have all of her old adult videos removed from the internet.

The 28-year-old, who entered the adult entertainment world in 2016 and became one of the industry's biggest stars, has been clear about her regrets.

Despite being one of the most searched actresses on major adult sites and even receiving accolades like Pornhub's Most Popular Female Performer in 2019, she revealed in interviews that her experience left her with significant psychological scars.

"If I could go back, I would give up everything to have my dignity and respect back, and for people not to be able to see me in that way," she confessed during a 2021 appearance on Harry Jowsey's Tap In podcast.

Lana Rhoades left the adult entertainment industry because it took a toll on her mental health. Credit: Albert L. Ortega / Getty

The Traumatic Scenes That Haunt Her

One of the most harrowing aspects of her past career that the former star, whose real name is Amara Maple, has openly discussed is the abuse and manipulation she experienced while filming certain scenes.

In an episode of the 3 Girls 1 Kitchen podcast, which she co-hosts, she shared: "There was one thing that, ya know, I tried talking to a therapist about before something that I had to do for a scene that was really rough for me."

"Basically, this guy had a bowl and he, like, gagged me until I threw up into it and he, like, p***ed in the bowl, and during the scene he asked me to drink it, and I didn't know how to say no. It was one of the most disgusting, foul scenes," she added.

These kinds of experiences not only contributed to her exit from the industry but also left lasting trauma. "I honestly feel like I'm in denial sometimes, and I can't accept some of the things that I've done," she shared.

Lana Rhoades. Credit: Instagram

Regrets and the Stigma of Porn

Rhoades has been forthright about the shame she feels about her career in adult entertainment, though not for the reasons many might expect.

She said it's got nothing to do with the "nudity," instead, "It's the stigma that will follow you for the rest of your life".

She has also spoken about the social and personal consequences of her career, including strained relationships, judgment from others, and the harsh treatment she faced after leaving the industry.

“The neighbors will tell you that you can't live next to them because they have children. Your boyfriends will tell you no one will ever love you because of your past," she lamented. "It’s held over you every day of your life."

Rhoades openly admitted that she regrets becoming an adult star in the first place. Credit: PG/Bauer-Griffin / Getty

Despite the trauma, Rhoades has found success in her post-porn career. She has amassed considerable wealth as a social media influencer, building a thriving business and becoming a self-made multi-millionaire.

"The industry I did not get paid s***," Rhoades said in an interview, reflecting on her former career. "I probably had $100,000 in my bank account when I quit shooting porn, and now I'm a multi-millionaire."

Rhoades launched her own OnlyFans page, where she fully controls her content and income, and has become a successful entrepreneur in the process.

With her newfound success and mental peace, Rhoades - who is a mom - has also become an advocate for others considering a career in adult entertainment, and warns against entering the industry.

"I don’t think that having sexual relations with people that you hardly know is good for your mental health or your heart," she said. "Everyone can do what they want, but I don’t think they’re making the best decision for themselves going into that."

Featured image credit: Lana Rhoades / Instagram

Warning: This article contains information that some readers will find upsetting.

Former adult entertainment star Lana Rhoades has revealed the reason why she wants all of her old content removed.

Hailing from Chicago, Rhoades stormed into the adult film industry in 2016, catapulting to fame fast and appearing in publications such as Hustler, Penthouse, and Playboy.

Despite being the most searched actress on one of the most explicit websites, Rhoades decided to leave the industry, revealing that it took a toll on her mental health.

Now the 27-year-old is attempting to shine a light on the realities of working in the porn industry.

In an interview on Harry Jowsey's 'Tap In' podcast in 2021, Rhoades revealed that she wishes she could wipe all of her old videos off the internet.

"A lot of the videos I have no rights under, otherwise I probably would have deleted them all by now," she told the interviewer at the time.

Speaking about her regrets, she added: "I do. I honestly tell people, if I could go back, I would give up everything to have my dignity and respect back, and for people not to be able to see me in that way."

Watch Rhoades speak about this below: (from the 20:30 mark)

This is not the first time Rhoades has candidly opened up about the highs and lows of her former career.

During the conversation on the Three Girls One Kitchen podcast - which she co-hosts with Alexa Adams and Olivia Davis - the internet personality said she still struggles with the psychological impacts of her former career.

"One of the worst... honestly, I feel like I'm in denial sometimes and I can't accept some of the things that I've done,” she said.

Rhoades recounted one harrowing scene that haunts her to this day, sharing: "There was one thing that, ya know, I tried talking to a therapist about before something that I had to do for a scene that was really rough for me.”

"Basically, this guy had a bowl and he, like, gagged me until I threw up into it and he, like, p***ed in the bowl, and during the scene he asked me to drink it, and I didn't know how to say no,” she shockingly said. "It was one of the most disgusting, foul scenes."

Rhoades’ exit from the adult entertainment industry wasn’t just an escape from torment, it was also a ticket to wealth. 

Speaking to Dave Portnoy, Josh Richards & Bri Chickenfry on their YouTube channel, she disclosed that she is now a multi-millionaire.

"The industry I did not get paid s***...I probably had $100,000 in my bank account when I quit shooting porn and now I'm a multi-millionaire," she disclosed. 

Featured Image Credit: Gabe Ginsberg / Getty

Warning: This article contains information that some readers will find upsetting.

Lana Rhoades has shared the heartwrenching reason why she decided to leave the adult film industry.

The 27-year-old joined the world of adult film in 2016, catapulting to fame fast and becoming one of the most searched actresses on P*rnHub.

However, her career did not last long as she left the industry by the end of the following year and is essentially retired.

Rhoades now uses her platform to speak out about how becoming an adult actress took a toll on her mental health.

During a podcast appearance on Curious Mike, she explained the heartbreaking reason that led to her ultimately leaving the industry after a couple of months.

The host began by asking her how she was able to "get out" and find her "identity" outside of the business.

Watch the podcast below (from the 14:00 mark):

Rhoades told the interviewer that she "had to" find her identity otherwise her life would've tragically ended, explaining: “Because towards the end of it, I started having panic attacks before scenes because I really didn’t want to do them and I didn’t know how to say ‘no I don’t want to do this.'"

“So there really was no choice for me; it really was either 'probably going to k*ll myself’ or just do anything to make something else work,” she said.

The ex-adult star added that she believes that if anyone just "works towards anything they want to do just a little bit every single day" then they can get to their goal.

The internet personality - who has spoken out about her disdain for adult film - is now a mother-of-one and a multimillionaire with several businesses including an OnlyFans account and the Three Girls One Kitchen podcast with Alexa Adams and Olivia Davis.

She revealed in an interview on Harry Jowsey's 'Tap In' podcast back in 2021 that she wishes she could wipe all of her old videos off the internet.

"A lot of the videos I have no rights under, otherwise I probably would have deleted them all by now," she told the interviewer at the time.

Speaking about her regrets, she added: "I do. I honestly tell people, if I could go back, I would give up everything to have my dignity and respect back, and for people not to be able to see me in that way."

Featured image credit: Gabe Ginsberg / Getty

Lana Rhoades, a former porn star, has spoken out about a disturbing scene that will always haunt her.

The 28-year-old, who rose to fame in 2016 and quickly became one of the industry's biggest stars, has been candid about the emotional toll of her career in adult entertainment.

In a heartfelt conversation on her podcast, Three Girls One Kitchen, Rhoades reflected on some of the most painful moments of her past, including one traumatic scene that left a lasting impact.

"I feel like I'm in denial sometimes, and I can't accept some of the things that I've done," she shared.

"There was one thing that, y'know, I tried talking to a therapist about before something that I had to do for a scene that was really rough for me."

Lana Rhoades has not been quiet about her regrets of working in the adult industry. Credit: Instagram

Rhoades described the disturbing scene in shocking detail: “Basically, this guy had a bowl and he, like, gagged me until I threw up into it and he, like, p***ed in the bowl, and during the scene he asked me to drink it, and I didn't know how to say no. It was one of the most disgusting, foul scenes."

The trauma from this experience, as well as others like it, contributed to her decision to leave adult film, and she has since worked to move on from what she describes as a deeply painful chapter of her life.

Her Regrets and Mental Health Struggles

Rhoades, who is a mom, has also been open about her regrets regarding her decision to enter the industry at 19, admitting that she was "not mature enough" to fully understand the consequences of her actions when she started.

"It's like circus acts," she explained in an interview on The Skinny Confidential Him & Her Podcast.

"As a performer, when I was doing it, it was like, 'What face can I make? What sound can I make? What can I do in this movie to make it the best one?'"

She also revealed that she never truly enjoyed the work, stating: "I don’t like having sex... I never hook up with people, I don’t find people attractive, and I’ve always been like that. It’s not like there was a change after doing porn."

Despite the success and fame she garnered, such as becoming Pornhub’s Most Popular Female Performer in 2019, Rhoades said the personal cost was high. "It’s the stigma that will follow you for the rest of your life," she added.

Rhoades openly admitted that she regrets becoming an adult star in the first place. Credit: PG/Bauer-Griffin / Getty

The Ongoing Struggles: Relationships and Personal Consequences

Rhoades has also spoken out about the strained relationships she has because of her past.

“The neighbors will tell you that you can’t live next to them because they have children. Your boyfriends will tell you no one will ever love you because of your past. It’s held over you every day of your life," she said.

But despite the ongoing struggles, she has found success after leaving the adult industry. She has built a lucrative business as a social media influencer and has become a self-made multi-millionaire.

Still, the scars from her time as an adult star continue to impact her, especially as she fights for control over her digital legacy.

In a desperate plea, Rhoades has begged adult sites to remove her 400+ videos and has spoken about her wish to reclaim control over her image.

"If I could go back, I would give up everything to have my dignity and respect back, and for people not to be able to see me in that way," she confessed during a 2021 appearance on Harry Jowsey's Tap In podcast.

Featured image credit: Instagram

Warning: This article contains information that some readers will find upsetting.

Lana Rhoades has revealed the most "disgusting" scene she ever filmed, which would later become a talking point in her sessions with her therapist.

Hailing from Chicago, Rhoades stormed into the adult film industry in 2016, catapulting to fame fast and appearing in publications such as Hustler, Penthouse, and Playboy.

Despite being the most searched actress on one of the most explicit websites, Rhoades decided to leave the industry, revealing that it took a toll on her mental health.

Now the 29-year-old is attempting to shine a light on the realities of working in the p*rn industry.

In an interview on Harry Jowsey's 'Tap In' podcast in 2021, Rhoades revealed that she wishes she could wipe all of her old videos off the internet.

"A lot of the videos I have no rights under, otherwise I probably would have deleted them all by now," she told the interviewer at the time.

Speaking about her regrets, she added: "I do. I honestly tell people, if I could go back, I would give up everything to have my dignity and respect back, and for people not to be able to see me in that way."

Watch Rhoades speak about this below: (from the 20:30 mark)

This is not the first time Rhoades has candidly opened up about the highs and lows of her former career.

During the conversation on the Three Girls One Kitchen podcast - which she co-hosts with Alexa Adams and Olivia Davis - the internet personality said she still struggles with the psychological impacts of her former career.

"One of the worst... honestly, I feel like I'm in denial sometimes and I can't accept some of the things that I've done,” she said.

Rhoades recounted one harrowing scene that haunts her to this day, sharing: "There was one thing that, ya know, I tried talking to a therapist about before something that I had to do for a scene that was really rough for me.”

"Basically, this guy had a bowl and he, like, gagged me until I threw up into it and he, like, p***ed in the bowl, and during the scene he asked me to drink it, and I didn't know how to say no,” she shockingly said. "It was one of the most disgusting, foul scenes."

Rhoades’ exit from the adult entertainment industry wasn’t just an escape from torment, it was also a ticket to wealth.

Speaking to Dave Portnoy, Josh Richards & Bri Chickenfry on their YouTube channel, she disclosed that she is now a multi-millionaire.

"The industry I did not get paid s***...I probably had $100,000 in my bank account when I quit shooting p*rn and now I'm a multi-millionaire," she disclosed.

Featured image credit: Gabe Ginsberg / Getty