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Woman breaks silence on why she used a plastic doll to fake having a baby
A Scottish woman who shocked the world after pretending to give birth using a lifelike doll has broken her silence, claiming the deception began after she suffered a miscarriage and felt unable to tell her then-boyfriend the truth.
Kira Cousins, 23, from Airdrie, first hit headlines last October after convincing her ex-boyfriend, Jamie Gardner, and members of both families that they had welcomed a baby girl named Bonnie-Leigh Joyce.
Woman reveals why she faked pregnancy
In her first interview since the scandal, Kira admitted what she did was wrong but said she felt trapped after losing the pregnancy.
Speaking to the Sunday Mail, she claimed: "I couldn't tell him. I did lose a child."
Kira claimed she had attempted to tell Jamie what had happened but could never find the courage to have the conversation.
"I'd tried to tell him when I first lost the child. I still have messages on my phone which said, 'Jamie, we need to sit down,' but I couldn't speak to him about anything," she explained.
Although she acknowledged the deception went too far, she said there were aspects of their relationship that people did not understand.
"I can hold my hands up and say, 'No, I shouldn't have used a doll', but at the same time, nobody knows what our relationship was like," she added.
Jamie, meanwhile, insisted he had been completely convinced the baby was real and said he would never have stayed in the relationship had he known otherwise.
"If I had ever known that was really a doll, I'd have run off sooner. I've not got a clue what really happened to be honest," he said.
Woman's elaborate deception of loved ones
Over several months, Kira maintained the deception by wearing a fake pregnancy bump, sharing ultrasound scans and hosting an elaborate gender reveal party where friends and family celebrated the news they were expecting a daughter.
She also posted photographs of baby clothes, gifts, a £1,000 pram and car seat, as well as what has been reported to be AI-generated footage appearing to show the unborn baby kicking.
Kira even wrote online about hospital appointments and claimed doctors had detected a heart defect during antenatal checks.
Looking back, she said fear was the main reason she continued pretending to be pregnant.
"I think there was a bit of fear and shock as well. I'd gone through that myself. How do you tell someone that you've already gone through all that by yourself?" she said.
She also claimed the couple's relationship had already become strained around the time of the miscarriage.
"Before all this, we had also fallen out and it was really bad. He hadn't wanted the baby at first and I think that didn't help. He had gone from that to, 'Here we go, we are actually going to have it,' and then to wanting it," she said.
Jamie disputed that account, saying he has no recollection of Kira ever telling him she had miscarried.
Kira went on to claim she had given birth to a baby weighing 5lb 4oz and managed to continue the deception by ensuring almost nobody else got close enough to inspect the doll.
"All of my family had been asking, 'What is going on? Is she depressed?' because I wouldn't let anyone near that doll, only me and Jamie," she said.
According to Kira, Jamie even cared for what he believed was their newborn during visits to his parents' house.
She claimed the lie only began to unravel after younger relatives noticed something strange during a car journey.
Recalling the moment, she said: "He took that doll, without me, to his mom and dad's house, which is about a 20-minute drive. Everyone in that house saw it and none of them twigged."
She continued: "The doll had been in the back of the car. I had been thinking, 'How do I get out of this now?' When the boys got out of the car, they said to their mom, 'That was a doll.' No-one said to Jamie at that point, no-one had asked him what was going on."
It is understood Kira's mother later discovered the lifelike doll hidden in her bedroom after relatives became suspicious because they had never heard the baby cry. Kira is also reported to have claimed that Bonnie-Leigh had died.
Kira said she eventually admitted the truth to Jamie herself.
Describing his reaction, she recalled: "He said, 'You're a psycho,' and walked out. That was the last time we've ever saw each other."
Jamie disputes that version of events, insisting he did not learn the truth directly from Kira.
Reflecting on the scandal, Kira questioned how nobody else realized the baby was a doll.
"If they didn't, they were stupid," she said.
Despite everything that happened, she revealed the pair have spoken several times since.
"We have spoken quite a few times since, but it's weird. I can't even understand what we are because we don't hate each other, but we don't love each other," she said.
She added that one of the first questions she asked Jamie after they resumed contact was whether he had genuinely believed the baby was real.
"When I first got back in contact with Jamie after this, one of the first things I asked him was if he really knew. People think there is one picture of Jamie with the doll and everyone thinks he held it once, but he didn't. I've got hundreds more. No one was near that doll except me and Jamie. So if anyone should have known, it was Jamie."
Kira also revealed she withdrew from a planned television documentary about the case because she was worried about how the programme would portray her.
Jamie chose not to participate in the project either, saying: "I want to get as far away from her as possible. I just want to move on with my life."















