Former Playboy Bunny admits ‘disgusting’ sex act with Hugh Hefner still horrifies her to this day

A former Playboy bunny has explained what her life was like living with the deceased founder Hugh Hefner, and one aspect of the couple’s sex life that she ‘hated’.

Holly Madison lived at the Playboy Mansion with Hefner for years, and was in a relationship with the controversial magazine mogul from 2001-2008.

Hugh Hefner and Holly Madison were together for seven years

Even though Hefner was 53 years older than Madison, the pair had a healthy - well, certainly an active - sex life together during their seven years together - although Hefner famously had many girlfriends at the same time, of which Madison was just one.

Madison has often discussed her life at the Playboy Mansion, describing both the good and the bad elements.

Now that Hefner is gone, she has revealed a number of other things about their relationship together that are not so good.

Hefner died aged 91 back in 2017, and has been the subject of many abuse allegations.

Madison, who is now 45, said that there was one particular thing that she found ‘disgusting’.

One thing that Madison ‘hated’ in the bedroom

Appearing on the ‘In Your Dreams’ podcast back in May, Madison spilled the beans.

“If it was just me and him, it was a lot more normal than you would think,” she explained.

However, she admitted that she ‘hated’ group sex with Hefner and others.

She continued: “It’s a very different story between when we were just by ourselves than with everybody else in the room.

“Everybody else in the room, no. That was disgusting.

“I hated it.

“I made it very known I hated it.”

There were other issues too, as Madison admitted that she couldn’t post online because of comments she’d receive because of the age gap relationship.

She said: “There was a time when I couldn't post anything [on social media] without some dumba** in the comments [being] like, 'Oh, old balls.'

“Maybe some people's balls do get old and nasty, but I've never seen such a thing.”

There were other problems too - including the fact that she ‘didn’t actually know him that well’ despite the illusion of a connection.

“I thought I was connecting with [Hefner],” she said.

“When really I was just somebody who had trouble connecting with people my whole life.

“And I’d met somebody who was like a master manipulator.”

In the end, she was - she admits - ‘somebody who was young and impressionable and just kind of in a fog almost’.