Justin Bieber has opened up about the height of his life-threatening drug addiction.
In a very candid interview with GQ Magazine, Bieber, who graced the magazine's May issue, spoke openly about how his security guards would check he was still alive as he slept as his drug habit became increasingly severe.
According to the 'Yummy' singer, at night, his team even made a habit of checking his pulse.
Bieber explained: "There was a sense of still yearning for more. It was like I had all this success and it was still like: I’m still sad, and I’m still in pain."
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The 27-year-old chart-topper added: "And I still have these unresolved issues. And I thought all the success was going to make everything good. And so for me, the drugs were a numbing agent to just continue to get through."
He also told the magazine: "I was surrounded by a lot of people, and we were all kind of just escaping our real life. I think we just weren’t living in reality... I think it would have probably resulted in just a lot of doing drugs and being posted up, to be honest."
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The singer explained that his past demons had made the first year of his marriage to Hailey Baldwin extremely challenging, with the singer recalling how the couple have had to overcome a "lack of trust"
Bieber married the supermodel, 24, in a secret ceremony in New York in 2018. The pair went on to exchange vows in a formal ceremony in South Carolina in September 2019.
Last year, Bieber also spoke about his struggles with addiction on his YouTube documentary, the Justin Bieber: Sessions.
Per NME, he revealed that he first tried marijuana at the age of 13, and later became addicted to stronger substances.
He said: "I was, like, dying. People don’t know how serious it got It was legit, crazy scary.
"I basically said to myself, ‘God, if you are real, you get me through this season of stopping these pills and stuff, and if you do, I’ll do the rest of the work.’ I never did the actual work.
"I got off the pills but never went to the root of everything so I just circled back around which most people do."
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Justin Bieber has broken his silence after growing concern from fans about his well-being, sharing a deeply heartbreaking message.
Justin Bieber faced "hard drugs" rumors after his recent public appearance. Credit: XNY/Star Max / Getty
The 31-year-old singer, who rose to fame as a teenager, admitted in an Instagram post on Thursday that despite his success, he often feels undeserving of the praise he receives.
"People told me my whole life, 'Wow, Justin, you deserve that,'" he wrote. "And I personally have always felt unworthy, like I was a fraud, like when people told me I deserve something. It made me feel sneaky like, damn if they only knew my thoughts. How judgmental I am, how selfish I really am... They wouldn't be saying this."
Bieber continued, "I say all this to say, if you feel sneaky, welcome to the club. I definitely feel unequipped and unqualified most days."
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The post comes amid ongoing speculation about Bieber’s health and mental state. In recent months, the singer has been spotted looking disheveled, and a video of him smoking from what appeared to be a bong sparked further concern.
One fan commented, "Is Justin okay? This is so unlike him." Another added, "I'm genuinely concerned for Justin after seeing this."
Earlier this month, Bieber celebrated his 31st birthday by sharing family photos with his wife, Hailey Bieber, and their seven-month-old son, Jack Blues.
Despite these happy moments, fans have continued to question his well-being, especially after a video surfaced of him performing a rap about getting high.
Representative Denies Drug Rumors
In response to growing speculation, Bieber’s representative issued a statement denying claims that the singer was using hard drugs.
"The recurring narrative that Justin is using hard drugs is absolutely not true," the rep told TMZ. "Justin is currently in one of the best places in his life. He has had a very transformative year and ended several close friendships and business relationships that no longer served him."
The rep also told the outlet that the narrative about the star's mental and physical health is "exhausting and pitiful and shows that despite the obvious truth, people are committed to keeping negative, salacious, harmful narratives alive."
They added that Bieber is "actively parenting his newborn son" and focusing on making new music.
Justin Bieber has been open about his health. Credit: Joseph Okpako / Getty
Hailey Bieber’s Support
Bieber’s wife, Hailey, has also been at the center of fan discussions, with some speculating about the state of their marriage. The couple, who married in 2018, have recently been seen together in public and on social media, seemingly brushing aside rumors of trouble.
A source told Us Weekly that Hailey is doing her best to support Bieber during this time. "It can be hard for Hailey, but she's always there for him and is understanding," the insider said.
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Another source insisted that Bieber is "happier than he's been in a long time" and that he is not concerned with outside speculation.
"There’s no breakdown," the source said. "He just really doesn’t care what people think."
Bieber’s Reflection on Fame
Bieber’s Instagram post also hinted at imposter syndrome, a common struggle among celebrities who rise to fame quickly. The singer was discovered at just 15 years old and became one of the best-selling artists of all time, with an estimated 150 million records sold worldwide.
Despite his success, Bieber has been open about the challenges that came with it. In 2020, he spoke about past struggles with addiction, revealing that he first started using marijuana at age 12 or 13 before experimenting with harder drugs.
In past interviews, he has been open about his challenges, stating to Vogue in 2019: "I've struggled with the feeling that people are using me or aren't really there for me."
On Friday, March 14, Justin Bieber’s father, Jeremy Bieber, posted a touching photo of the singer lounging on a couch with his four siblings, referring to them as "my crew" in the caption.
In the image, the 31-year-old "Peaches" singer is nestled in the center of his family, surrounded by his sisters Bay, 6, and Jazmyn, 16, his brother Jaxon, 15, and his 17-year-old stepsister, Allie Bieber (née Rebelo).
Bieber’s recent message reflects his continued journey with self-acceptance, as he navigates fame, fatherhood, and personal growth.
Justin Bieber took to Instagram yesterday to share a tell-all essay where he discussed the struggles of finding fame at a young age, and his descent into "hard drugs", which lead him to make "every bad decision you could have thought of" by the age of 20.
In the post, where he described becoming the "most hated person in the world", the singer detailed how his marriage to Hailey Baldwin (the pair tied the knot in November of 2018, and got engaged back in July of the same year) helped him get his life back on track.
Watch Justin and Hailey treat their followers to a song:
"It’s hard to get out of bed in the morning with the right attitude when you are overwhelmed with your life, your past, job, responsibilities, emotions, your family, finances, your relationships. When it feels like there’s trouble after trouble after trouble. You start foreseeing the day through lenses of "dread" and anticipate another bad day. A cycle of feeling disappointment after disappointment. Sometimes it can even get to the point where you don’t want to live anymore," Bieber began.
"Where you feel like it’s never going to change. I can fully sympathize with you. I could not change my mindset. I am fortunate to have people [in] my life that continue to encourage me to keep going. You see I have a lot of money, clothes, cars, accolades, achievements, awards, and I was still unfulfilled. Have u noticed the statistics of child stars and the outcomes of their life? There is an insane pressure and responsibility put on a child [whose] brain, emotions, frontal lobes (decision making) aren’t developed yet [sic]."
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"No rationality, defiant, rebellious, things all of us have to go through. But when you add the pressure of stardom it does something to you that is quite unexplainable. You see I didn’t grow up in a stable home, my parents were 18 separated with no money still young and rebellious as well. As my talent progressed and I became ultra successful, it happened within the [span] of two years. My whole world was flipped on its head. I went from a 13 year old boy from a small town to being praised left and right by the world with millions saying how much they loved me and how great I was [sic]," he continued.
"I don’t know about you but humility comes with age. You hear these things enough as a young boy and you actually start believing it. Rationality comes with age and so does your decision making process (one of the reasons you can’t drink until [you’re] 21 .. everyone did everything for me so I never even learned the fundamentals of responsibility. So by this point I was 18 with no skills in the real world, with millions of dollars and access to whatever I wanted. That is a very scary concept for anyone. By 20, I made every bad decision you could have thought of and went from one of the most loved and adored people in the world to the most ridiculed, judged and hated person in the world! [sic]" [[instagramwidget||https://www.instagram.com/p/B17JfkkHEKt/?utm_source=ig_embed]]
"Being on stage according to studies is the biggest dopamine rush than almost any other activity ... so these massive ups and downs on their own are very hard to manage. You notice a lot of touring bands and people end up having a phase of drug abuse, and I believe [it’s] due to not being able to manage the huge ups and downs that come with being an entertainer.
I started doing pretty heavy drugs at 19 and abused all of my relationships. I became resentful, disrespectful to women, and angry. I became distant to everyone who loved me, and I was hiding behind a shell of a person that I had become. I felt like I could never turn it around. It’s taken me years to bounce back from all of these terrible decisions, fix broken relationships, and change relationship habits. Luckily god blessed me with extraordinary people who love me for me. Now I am navigating the best season of my life: “MARRIAGE!” Which is an amazing crazy new responsibility. You learn patience, trust, commitment, kindness, humility, and all of the things it looks like to be a good man [sic]."
"All this to say even when the odds are against you keep fighting. Jesus loves you. BE KIND > BE BOLD TODAY AND LOVE PEOPLE TODAY NOT BY YOUR STANDARDS BUT GOD’S PERFECT UNFAILING LOVE [sic]," Bieber concluded.
Justin Bieber has shut down "hard drugs" rumors after fans speculated about his health following a recent public appearance.
Justin Bieber shut down "hard drugs" rumors after his recent public appearance. Credit: XNY/Star Max / Getty
The 30-year-old Canadian star sparked concern when pictures of him walking around New York went viral on social media.
According to the Daily Mail, Bieber appeared haggard and hollow-eyed in the images, prompting many fans to question his well-being.
“Oh no he looks beat to hell what happened,” one person wrote, while another said: “Fame did a number on him. My heart goes out to him. He never really had a chance at any sense of normalcy.”
"Bro needs help tbh this ain't the star we knew," a third commented, while a fourth remarked: "No he’s genuinely going through it, I’ve said that for months. It’s so sad."
With speculation running wild, the 'Baby' hitmaker's team has quickly hit back at the allegations with a statement to TMZ.
“The recurring narrative that Justin is using hard drugs is absolutely not true,” the representative stated, emphasizing that Bieber is actually “in one of the best places in his life".
The 'What Do You Mean' star, who welcomed his first child, Jack Blues, with Hailey Bieber in August 2024, is reportedly focusing on both fatherhood and new music.
The rep also noted that the singer has undergone a “very transformative” year, severing ties with certain friends and business relationships that “no longer serve him".
The ongoing rumors, they added, are “exhausting and pitiful” and reflect a relentless effort by some to push “negative, salacious, harmful narratives” despite the truth.
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The 'Never Say Never' musician has been candid about his health challenges in the past.
Back in 2020, he revealed his Lyme disease diagnosis and explained how the illness had affected his energy levels, skin, and brain function.
At the time, Bieber took to Instagram to shut down drug rumors, writing: “They failed to realize I've been recently diagnosed with Lyme disease, not only that but had a serious case of chronic mono which affected my skin, brain function, energy, and overall health,” cited by Reuters.
He concluded his post by assuring fans that he was getting the “right treatment” and vowed to come back “better than ever.”
Despite the persistent rumors, Bieber appears to be prioritizing his health, family, and music.
Justin Bieber posted a concerning video on Instagram, just days after he was forced to deny that he was on "hard drugs".
Justin Bieber shut down "hard drugs" rumors after his recent public appearance. Credit: XNY/Star Max / Getty
As you might have seen, the 30-year-old pop star was photographed walking in New York, and images of his appearance quickly went viral on social media.
According to the Daily Mail, Bieber appeared "haggard and hollow-eyed," leading to speculation about his well-being.
Fans took to social media to express their concern.
“Oh no, he looks beat to hell. What happened?” one person wrote.
Another commented: “Fame did a number on him. My heart goes out to him. He never really had a chance at any sense of normalcy.”
“Bro needs help tbh this ain't the star we knew,” a third added, while another said: “No, he’s genuinely going through it. I’ve said that for months. It’s so sad.”
Others speculated that the singer had been taking "hard drugs".
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In response to the speculation, Bieber’s team released a statement to TMZ, strongly denying the claims.
“The recurring narrative that Justin is using hard drugs is absolutely not true,” the representative said, adding that Bieber is actually “in one of the best places in his life.”
The What Do You Mean singer, who welcomed his first child, Jack Blues, with wife Hailey Bieber in August 2024, is reportedly focusing on fatherhood and his music.
The representative also noted that Bieber has undergone a “very transformative” year, cutting ties with certain friends and business relationships that “no longer serve him.”
The rumors, they added, are “exhausting and pitiful” and reflect a persistent attempt to push “negative, salacious, harmful narratives” despite the facts.
Bieber has now sparked further concern with an Instagram video he uploaded on Tuesday.
“I fly like a fly guy, I fly high like a bagpipe, I go high like a bad guy,” Bieber rapped alongside a friend who was smoking a cigarette.
Fans quickly reacted to the clip, with one commenting: “I’m so desperate for new music, I’ll take anything at this point like this gold right now !!!!!!! GO BIEBS.”
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However, some people were very concerned.
One person wrote: "Justin STOP with the drugs! You have a wife and child now! You have come so far to watch it all crumble!"
A second added: "I don't like that dude he's with. He gives me bad vibes."
While a third said: "Where are his parents? Family? Someone? This kid is not ok."
For what it's worth, there is no evidence that Bieber has been taking drugs.
Justin Bieber has once again sparked concern among fans after posting a cryptic message about the pain he has experienced throughout his life.
Justin Bieber shut down "hard drugs" rumors after his recent public appearance. Credit: XNY/Star Max / Getty
The 31-year-old singer, who has been in the public eye since his teenage years, took to Instagram to share his latest thoughts, just days after a previous post in which he admitted to feeling like a fraud.
A Troubling Message
In his latest post, Bieber opened up about struggling with emotions he had been told to suppress as a child.
"I WAS ALWAYS TOLD WHEN I WAS A KID NOT TO HATE BUT IT MADE ME FEEL LIKE I WASNT ALLOWED TO HAVE IT AND SO I DIDNT TELL ANYONE IVE HAD IT," he wrote.
"WHICH MADE ME FEEL LIKE LIKE I HAVE BEEN DROWNING FEELING UNSAFE TO ACKNOWLEDGE IT."
He continued, "I THINK WE CAN ONLY LET HATE GO BY FIRST ACKNOWLEDGING ITS THERE. HOW COULDNT WE FEEL HATE FROM ALL OF THE HURT WE HAVE EXPERIENCED?"
The post follows a message he shared last week where he reflected on his struggles with imposter syndrome, admitting, "I personally have always felt unworthy, like I was a fraud."
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A Period of Change
Bieber’s recent messages have left many fans worried about his well-being, especially as they come at a time of major change in his life. In August, he and his wife, Hailey Bieber, welcomed their first child, Jack Blues.
Despite his cryptic posts, those close to him insist he is in a good place. His representatives addressed ongoing speculation, firmly denying rumors that he was using drugs.
"The recurring narrative that Justin is using hard drugs is absolutely not true," his rep stated. "He is in one of the best places in his life."
They added that Bieber has been focused on fatherhood and creating new music, describing the rumors as "exhausting and pitiful."
A History of Struggles
Bieber has been open in the past about his battles with mental health. In 2020, he revealed his past struggles with drug addiction and anxiety, sharing that he had turned to substances as a way to cope with the pressures of fame.
Over the years, he has stepped away from the spotlight at times to prioritize his well-being. However, his latest posts suggest he is still grappling with deep personal struggles.
As fans continue to express their concerns, many are hoping that Bieber is finding support from those closest to him—including his wife and newborn son—while he navigates this difficult chapter.