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Published 15:52 12 Dec 2017 GMT
Uncategorised4 min(s) read
Published 15:52 12 Dec 2017 GMT
"I always found it hard to fit in, and when all my friends were getting boyfriends at that time but I didn't, I began to think it was because I was fat and ugly," she said.
[[instagramwidget||https://www.instagram.com/p/BbeEZv9g3cj/?taken-by=emellegetswell]] This is how the disorder started. The teenager's weight plummeted all the way down to a frightening 70 pounds (32 kilos), but to her, this was fine. "Anorexia tricks you into believing that you don't want to get better, that there is nothing really wrong with you," she said. Lewis said she started dressing in kid's clothes and was determined to keep going on with life as it was. "When I was ill, I didn't believe there was anything really wrong with me. I genuinely believed I could maintain at that weight and still live a fairly normal life. I didn't want to get rid of my eating disorder. [[instagramwidget||https://www.instagram.com/p/BcULfgDA-kn/?taken-by=emellegetswell]] Although people close to Lewis told her she needed to confront her problem and seek help, she said the illness fed her irrational thoughts about their intentions:"I refused to comply with treatment and was convinced that everyone was against me, lying to me and trying to ruin my life.
"The best way to overcome this illness is realising that these thoughts are not you and they are a caused by something else that is not your friend."
[[instagramwidget||https://www.instagram.com/p/BcRkHCmAyKn/?taken-by=emellegetswell]] But then one day, something "switched" in her mind after she felt particularly weak one day and realised she didn't want to have her life end yet before she'd achieved something."This switched something in my mind and I knew I had to start fighting and show the world who I am meant to be.
"I told my mum first that I wanted to start weight training to help me recover and she believed in me one hundred percent. That day she made so many phone calls to different personal trainers to see if someone would work with me."
[[instagramwidget||https://www.instagram.com/p/Bbe2MJbggmo/?taken-by=emellegetswell]]Now, the 22-year-old looks amazing, having put on a healthy amount of weight and toned up with some seriously impressive muscles to reach a weight of 121 pounds (55 kilos). She wears normal women's clothes again, hits the gym daily, and eats six balanced meals a day – including those from her mother again.
[[instagramwidget||https://www.instagram.com/p/BbMQakVADy6/?taken-by=emellegetswell]] She attributes the change to others sharing their recovery journey on Instagram, saying "Instagram saved my life". it motived her to start her own account, where she shares comparison pictures, personal stories, and progress photos that show how her muscles are growing from her gym training.