Chrissy Teigen has opened up about the tragic death of her unborn son Jack.
The 35-year-old model took to Instagram on Sunday to open up about the devastating loss, which took place in October last year.
Sharing an image of herself with husband John Legend having dinner at a restaurant called Frank in New York City, Teigen shared just how she's feeling.
In a caption addressed to her 35 million followers, the former model wrote that she and her singer husband have been dining at the restaurant for over 13 years and that they used to live just around the corner in NYC's East Village.
Their most recent visit put her in a reflective mood, as she wrote: "Thinking about all the stuff I’ve done and been through not just this year but in my life.
"It kind of started when I was thinking of my book caption and typed out: 'my third baby is here!!', as in cookbook, then realized my third baby will never be here.
"Then I realized I threw myself into the book to not think of the real, actual third baby. I don't really feel like I fully processed Jack and now that I don't have the alcohol to numb it away, things are just…there, waiting to be acknowledged. [sic]"
According to People, Teigen previously shared the dedication page from her book Cravings: All Together: Recipes To Love on her Instagram Stories - which showed the words "For Jack" surrounded by macadamia nut cookies.
Teigen revealed that she had suffered a miscarriage in October 2020, after telling her fans that she has been hospitalized after experiencing heavy bleeding.
In a statement posted to their social media accounts the day after her admission, Chrissy and John wrote broke the tragic news, writing: "We are shocked and in the kind of deep pain you only hear about, the kind of pain we've never felt before."
They continued: "We never decide on our babies' names until the last possible moment after they're born, just before we leave the hospital. But we, for some reason, had started to call this little guy in my belly Jack.
"So he will always be Jack to us. Jack worked so hard to be a part of our little family, and he will be, forever.
"To our Jack - I'm so sorry that the first few moments of your life were met with so many complications, that we couldn't give you the home you needed to survive. We will always love you."