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Published 13:40 31 Jul 2026 GMT
A note written by a former youth pastor accused of pushing his wife off a cliff before taking his own life has been revealed.
David Vander Meer, a former youth pastor from Las Vegas, who was charged with murder over the 2006 death of his wife Bernadette Vander Meer, was found unresponsive in his cell at Clark County Detention Center on June 24.
He had been booked into the center just two days earlier, awaiting extradition to Utah over claims he'd pushed his wife, Bernadette Vander Meer, to her death after she fell more than 1,000 feet off the Angels Landing trail at Utah’s Zion National Park on August 22, 2006.
The tragedy had occurred just one day after the couple, who were both 29 at the time, had visited the tourist attraction to celebrate their wedding anniversary.
Her death was initially ruled accidental "due to a lack of evidence" and "limited investigation," per court documents, but investigators had "felt the circumstances were suspicious."
It came to light that months before Bernadette's tragic 'accident', Vander Meer had applied for life insurance policies for $150,000, before increasing the amount to $550,000 each. After her death, he received $567,439 in July 2007, allowing him to live "lavishly," according to court documents.
The case remained dormant for over 15 years until the police received a tip-off in April 2022 from a youth group member, claiming that Vander Meer had been "using his position of special trust to groom kids."
Court papers claimed Vander Meer began having a sexual affair with a 16-year-old girl, allegedly telling her that they could only be together if his wife were "not alive".
Bernadette had reportedly grown suspicious that her husband was being unfaithful in the year before her death.
Vander Meer later went on to marry the woman he'd had an affair with, before they divorced in 2014 over allegations of infidelity.
Charges were filed against Vander Meer around eight months after his former boss told police that he believed the pastor may have pushed his wife off the cliff.
Vander Meer had been apprehended and was set to be taken to Utah, before he took his own life in his cell, leaving behind a chilling suicide note.
As reported by KUTV, a letter and will were found near his unresponsive body, in which Vander Meer reportedly protested his innocence but acknowledged he would likely be convicted if the case went to trial, writing: "I didn't kill her."
As well as his alleged involvement in Bernadette's death, Vander Meer was also charged with insurance fraud related to the life insurance he'd taken out for her before her death.
He wrote in the suicide note: "When I came here on Monday, I thought our life was going to be inconvienced [sic] for a month or two.
"I’ve always been very selective with what I share to people about how Bernadette died, soley [sic] because I know how bad it looks.
"I was never afraid of legal action though, because I didn’t kill her, and I never thought it would lead to an arrest.
"The additional allegations I have heard about are largely false, but not entirely. They paint a picture that can’t be escaped. They spell conviction.”
He continued to protest his innocence, adding: "I was naive to think that just because I didn’t kill Bernadette that there would be no problem with the charges.
"This is just calculated risk at this point. Reports of the affidavit contain small amounts of truth, but paint a picture I will probably not be able to overcome."
He then thanked an unnamed person for helping him fund his legal fight, adding: "I don’t deserve the finacial [sic] sacrifices of [redacted] to try to fight this.
"[Redacted] doesn’t deserve to be a part of my past failures, and this current mess. None of my family does… I love you all," signing off 'David'.
After being found unresponsive in his cell, Vander Meer was rushed to the University Medical Center less than two miles from the detention center.
He was described as having "self-sustained injuries", with Clark County Sheriff Kevin McMahill adding that he "strangulated himself, and he did it in what I would say a unique and novel way," before be was pronounced dead on June 25.
A "robust review" into his death is planned.
If you or someone you know is struggling or in crisis, help is available. Call or text 988 or visit 988lifeline.org.
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Twenty years after the tragic death of an aspiring singer and waitress, her husband was finally charged with his wife’s murder, but her family still did not get the justice they needed.
In 2006, Bernadette Vander Meer plunged to her death from a Utah cliff while on a hike with her husband of almost 10 years, David Vander Meer, but two decades later the circumstances surrounding her death were finally investigated.
However, although 49-year-old Vander Meer was finally beginning to face justice for what he did, Bernadette’s grief-stricken family will never get the answers they deserve, as the alleged murderer died by suicide while held in a jail cell at the Clark County Detention Center on June 25th.
To celebrate their 10th wedding anniversary, the young couple, who were both 29 at the time, went on vacation to Zion National Park to celebrate and hiked up Angels Landing, a 1,200-foot-high sandstone rock formation.
At the time, Vander Meer, a pastor, told police that his wife had toppled over the cliff edge as he was taking her picture, and cops took his word for it and ruled the tragedy an accident, then closed the case.
It was not until 16 years later, when authorities learned about Vander Meer’s adultery and worse throughout the marriage, that they decided to reopen the case.
In 2022, cops received a tip-off that at the time of Bernadette’s death, he had allegedly been grooming teenagers through his church youth group.
One of the minors had actually been mentioned by Bernadette to her mother when she told her that her husband had allegedly been cheating on her with underage girls, just weeks before she died.
The woman who came forward as the teen, known only as SH, who was allegedly preyed upon by Vander Meer, claimed that the pastor began grooming her at 14, took her virginity at 16, and bought her a secret phone to communicate with him.
During an interview with authorities, SH told cops the key line that ultimately led to the murderer’s arrest.
Allegedly, Vander Meer had told the now-40-year-old at the time that the only way they could be together forever was if Bernadette “was not alive”.
Just a few months after the singer’s fateful fall, Vander Meer and SH resumed their relationship and married two years later, apparently so he could be covered by her health insurance. They divorced just six years later in 2014 after he cheated.
Another tell-tale sign Bernadette’s death was suspicious, which cops initially completely ignored, was the fact the couple had recently upped their life insurance policies from $150,000 to $600,000.
Before the payment was handed over to Vander Meer, a representative from the insurance company interviewed Bernadette’s coworkers about her hesitations to increase the policy, and they revealed their suspicions that her husband pushed her.
A friend, Kari Krute, who worked at a casino with the late singer, recalled a shift during which Bernadette discussed with her colleagues whether she should sign the paperwork.
She said: “I told her they didn't need it. But in hindsight, I'm sure David had been planning on offing her all along.”
Published 14:29 25 Jun 2026 GMT
A man has been charged with murder two decades after his wife's cliff death was initially ruled an accident.
David Vander Meer, 49, a former youth pastor from Las Vegas, has been arrested and charged with murder and insurance fraud following a renewed investigation into his wife Bernadette Vander Meer's death on August 22, 2006.
The couple, who were 28 and 29 years old at the time, had been hiking to Angel's Landing to mark their anniversary when the young woman fell from the cliff.
The case was originally ruled accidental due to a lack of evidence.
"At the time, due to a lack of evidence, and limited investigation, Bernadette Vander Meer’s fall was ruled an accident and the case was closed - although investigators felt the circumstances were suspicious," a probable cause affidavit filed in Fifth District Court in Washington County stated, per NBC News.
Bernadette's obituary described her as someone who loved family, friends, nature, music, and performing on stage.
She worked at the New York-New York Hotel and Casino and served as a worship leader at New Song Christian Church, where both her husband and brother-in-law were pastors.
The late woman's parents said they never accepted that her death was simply a tragic accident.
"I thought it was going to kill me," her mother, Laura Gudenkauf, told the Las Vegas Review-Journal.
Her father, Richard Gudenkauf, said his daughter was an experienced hiker. "I did a lot of hiking with her. She was a mountain goat. For her to fall off a cliff? No," he said.
Laura also claimed Bernadette had been considering ending her marriage before her death.
"She told him if he didn't change, she was going to divorce him because he kept spending all this time with this other woman," she said.
According to court documents, Vander Meer told investigators the couple began hiking Angel's Landing at around 4:20AM on August 22, 2006.
He claimed he had positioned a camera to photograph Bernadette with the sunrise behind her and briefly turned away to move their backpacks before hearing her scream as she fell from the cliff.
Investigators later found out the couple had recently increased both of their life insurance policies from $150,000 each to $600,000 each, per Daily Mail.
Handwritten letters recovered from Bernadette reportedly showed unhappiness in her marriage, while witnesses claimed she was financially controlled by her husband and "gives all her money to David".
The investigation took a turn in April 2022 after police received information from a former member of Vander Meer's church youth group, identified in court documents as "SH".
Investigators revealed the woman alleged Vander Meer "had been using his position of special trust to groom kids" at the church.
The affidavit further states: "One of the kids in his ministry that he had groomed and actively been in a sexual relationship with at the time of Bernadette's death was SH."
SH claimed the relationship began when she was just 16 years old and continued until she was between 19 and 20.
She alleged Vander Meer bought her gifts, gave her extra attention, bought her a secret phone, and eventually took her virginity when he was 25 years old.
According to the affidavit, the pair allegedly had sex at the church after hours and in pay-by-the-hour hotels.
On one occasion, after Bernadette became suspicious and arrived at the church looking for her husband, Vander Meer allegedly instructed SH to tell his wife he was not there.
SH told detectives she ended the relationship on August 20, 2006, just one day before Vander Meer and Bernadette left for Zion National Park.
She also told investigators Vander Meer had once suggested the only way they could be together was if Bernadette were no longer alive.
When SH turned 18, the pastor allegedly encouraged her to move into an apartment with another girl from the church, paying the rent himself.
"David told SH this was so they had a place to be together and have sex," the affidavit states.
Investigators also noted that Vander Meer's account of the hike given to members of his youth group differed from the version he originally gave police on the day Bernadette died.
Per investigators, Vander Meer and SH resumed their relationship just two to three months after Bernadette's death, before marrying in 2008.
The affidavit states they later held a public wedding ceremony in 2010 and that the marriage allowed Vander Meer to access SH's health insurance.
That same year, Vander Meer was fired after allegedly hosting parties where underage church members drank alcohol and gambled.
The marriage ended after SH reportedly found hotel receipts and condoms, and after testing positive for a sexually transmitted disease. The couple divorced in 2014.
Following a life insurance payout of approximately $567,439 in 2007, investigators allege Vander Meer began living "lavishly," buying vehicles, funding trips for church youth members, and purchasing plane tickets.
The case gained further momentum in October 2025 when Vander Meer's former boss, senior pastor Barry Diamond, contacted authorities, saying he believed Bernadette's death had not been accidental.
Diamond told investigators that several former youth group members had described inappropriate relationships with Vander Meer.
Those interviews, according to prosecutors, exposed his alleged infidelity, unfaithfulness, and "deceptive nature".
Investigators also pointed to Vander Meer's "descriptive storytelling," which they said led some witnesses to believe he had pushed his wife from the cliff.
Vander Meer was eventually arrested by the US Marshals Service on June 22 and is being held at the Clark County Detention Center in Nevada ahead of a scheduled court appearance on June 25.
Published 11:06 02 Nov 2024 GMT
Published 14:28 09 Jun 2026 GMT
A jailed Mormon cult leader continues to exert control over some of his child "brides" and devoted followers despite serving a 50-year prison sentence.
Samuel Bateman is a self-proclaimed prophet and former leader within the Fundamentalist Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints (FLDS).
His rise and fall is the subject of the Netflix series, Trust Me: The False Prophet, which shows how the 50-year-old took 20 "wives", including girls as young as nine years old, convinced followers he spoke for God, and ultimately ended up behind bars.
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Bateman rose to prominence after former FLDS leader Warren Jeffs was sentenced to life in prison in 2011.
The Netflix series features footage gathered by cult researcher Christine Marie and her husband, videographer Tolga Katas, who documented Bateman's inner circle as his influence grew. Their material helped investigators build a case against him.
Federal prosecutors later accused the leader of sexually abusing children and manipulating followers for years.
He was arrested after police discovered him towing a trailer containing multiple women and three girls aged between 11 and 14.
"Through coercion and manipulation, Bateman regularly forced his victims to participate with him in individual and group sexual activities with adults and other children," the Department of Justice said in a press release.
"He gave one of the victims to an adult male follower to be sexually abused, and on another occasion, transmitted a live video stream of child sexual abuse to his followers. Bateman and others transported the victims between states to facilitate the sexual abuse, which continued until Bateman’s arrest on federal charges in September 2022," they added.
In April 2024, Bateman pleaded guilty to conspiracy to transport a minor for criminal sexual activity and conspiracy to commit kidnapping.
He was sentenced later that year to 50 years in federal prison followed by lifetime supervised release.
Despite being locked up, Bateman continues to influence some of the women who still consider him their prophet.
According to Marie, his regular contact with loyal followers helps keep them under his influence.
"That communication with him is like an IV of indoctrination," she said, per The Mirror. "It's like they’re getting fed certainty right into their veins - their belief that he is talking to God."
Some followers have even described Bateman as a martyr, believing his imprisonment only reinforces his position within the group.
Court documents revealed Bateman continued trying to direct followers after his arrest. He was accused of calling some of his wives and instructing them to send "intimidating messages" to a government witness.
After prison officials restricted his phone privileges, prosecutors alleged the leader tried to get around the rules by using another inmate's PIN.
His wives were also accused of creating new email addresses and obtaining new phone numbers to continue communicating with him.
Federal court documents also alleged Bateman engaged in inappropriate conversations with children while in custody.
It was disclosed that he allegedly referred to a 13-year-old girl identified as Jane Doe 4 as a "sexy darling" and asked if she remembered their "sacred times" together.
He was also accused of having inappropriate conversations with a 16-year-old girl identified as Jane Doe 11.
"Despite Bateman's knowledge that his non-legal communications are monitored, he brazenly engaged in explicit sexual conversations with children, including with 13-year-old Jane Doe 4," prosecutors wrote.
At the time, he was banned from communicating with the girl.
After the underage girls considered to be Bateman's wives were removed from his custody and placed under state protection, the leader conspired with followers to take them back.
Eight girls later disappeared from foster care and were found hundreds of miles away in Washington state, inside a vehicle driven by one of the adult wives.
Bateman later admitted his role in the kidnapping scheme. Seven of his adult wives have since been convicted of crimes related to coercing children into abuse or obstructing the investigation.
Psychotherapist Gillie Jenkinson, who has spent more than 30 years working with former cult members, says Bateman's continuing influence is not unusual.
"Whether you're born into it or whether you join it as an adult, they do a job on you with your identity, because you have to be the person they want you to be," she told the Mirror. "They're having to obey, comply, they're terrified, and they're, you know, submissive."
She explained that cult leaders isolate followers from outside influences while teaching them that doubt is sinful.
"That internal conversation gets suppressed, and it's a control of, so the leadership controls that internal communication. So you start monitoring yourself, this is doubt, doubt is a sin. So you can't have an internal conversation with yourself," she said.
Jenkinson said recovery is possible, but it often takes time.
Marie told Netflix's Tudum that the first step is breaking contact with Bateman altogether.
"Once they break from him and from the other people who believe in him, then they can say, 'Wait, maybe I'm not so certain. Maybe he did make all this up so that he could get money, power, and sex - like every other cult leader,'" she said.
"Those women deserve a life of freedom. They deserve to find true love. They deserve to know what reality is. You can’t be free if you’re living in a world of fiction," she added.
Published 11:55 06 May 2024 GMT
A pastor left his congregation shocked after announcing that his wife had taken her own life during a Sunday service, and her heartbroken family want police to investigate her death.
Mica Miller, 30, died on April 27 in Lumber River State Park, having been found with a fatal gunshot wound to her head.
After her tragic death, her husband, pastor John-Paul Miller, left his congregation at Solid Rock Church in Myrtle Beach, South Carolina, speechless after he announced her death during a Sunday service.
He told worshippers: "I got a call late last night, my wife has passed away. It was self-induced and it was up in North Carolina," according to the New York Post.
He reportedly added: "Y’all pray for me and my kids and everybody. You all knew she wasn’t well mentally and she needed medicine that was hard to get to her. I’m sure there will be more details to come, but keep her family in your prayers.
"She had struggled with suicide before. Each time we would help her through it and take her to the doctor, and we got through it and everything was fine. She even gave a few testimonies here at church that we have on video.
"She battled suicide but God took care of her and got her through it."
Mica's heartbroken family has since urged police to "deeply investigate" her tragic death, so that "accountability" can be served.
Kenn Young told WPDE: "This has to be at least looked into deeply. There’s got to be some accountability here,.
"Because yeah, a tragic life was lost, and it’s not just as simple as mental health issues."
Mica's sister added on Facebook: "There is a lot of talk already going on so I want to set the record straight. Our sister Mica Miller passed away yesterday. Please do not listen to false stories being shared about her.
"Mica was a God-fearing, joyful, loving woman who did not deserve the abuse she endured.
"If you hear anything about this from anyone other than her family please question it, reach out to her siblings or parents.
"Keep our family in your prayers and if you have any information that needs to be shared please contact one of us. Please respect us in this time and honor her memory with joy that she is no longer suffering. #justiceformica."
According to court documents seen by the New York Post, Mica had filed for divorce from John-Paul in October 2023 but the filing was dismissed in February 2024.
Just a few days after the dismissal, John-Paul reportedky filed for 'separate support and maintenance' while Mica also filed for 'separate support and maintenance' in April, with the outlet claiming that Mica had also sought a 'no contact order'.
Major Damien McLean of the Robeson County Sheriff’s Office told WPDE that officers are investigating Mica's death, explaining: "Officers are in the process of gathering information from people in South and North Carolina as part of their investigation into how Miller died."
If you or someone you know is struggling or in crisis, help is available. Call or text 988 or visit 988lifeline.org.
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