World7 min(s) read
Aliia Roza, a former Russian sex spy, has revealed the lengths she went to when completing one of her craziest missions.
A lot goes into the operations, as the former operative revealed that her training started at 18 due to her father’s influence in military secret intelligence.
But there’s a lot more to holding a new passport, which often belonged to deceased foreigners, and pretending to be someone you’re not.
The ex-Russian operative sat down with VT to speak about her past lives, the scars it has left her with, and what she has learned about human behavior over the years.
Now a psychologist, behavioral analyst, and anti-trafficking advocate, Aliia delved into her past and revealed one of her more outrageous missions and targets.
She explained how it ended in his death while he was at his most vulnerable - in the bedroom.
Aliia explained that being a secret agent, you have to be a 'perfect actor,' except you can never break character, for months on end.
Describing it as 'reprogramming your brain,' she calls each persona a 'legend,' which becomes your 'first skin.'
She recalled that while she was training, they would often wake you up in the middle of the night and ask you personal questions about your legend, such as details about your family, what you ate that day, and what you were doing on a specific date.
"You go for a mission, and you become someone else," she admitted, adding: "I've been asked recently, like, who am I? And I struggle to answer this question because sometimes I just don't know who I am."
But in this mission, she used her legend to get exactly what she needed.
In the past, she has spoken about the Vladimir mission, where her target had fallen so hopelessly in love with her, to the point where he kept her alive despite knowing her true identity.
But one mission went a step further, involving a nameless man who was part of a human trafficking ring, while also being a pedophile himself, working to kidnap young children.
"It's closer to the Epstein case, but there are so many Epstein-like people in the world, and these are big organizations we're talking about," she explained.
Aliia admitted that she has a 'rage' or 'justice' when it comes to people like this, adding: "It's like Batman justice when you see a lot of crime."
She explained that growing up in the USSR, you see the realities of crime, war, misery, and poverty, which can put you into survival mode, and this is what happened when she discovered 'many pedophiles' during this particular mission.
The former operative then stated: "I had this power which was given by the government; when you have the gun or any weapon, you are justified by the government and your job to take someone's life - you have this power."
So, how did she do it?
She revealed: "You know that the most vulnerable condition of man is during ejaculation or the moment after the ejaculation; this is when he is at his weakest, so this was the moment I terminated my target."
Aliia said that during sex, she felt a high peak of adrenaline as she thought: "You're about to kill this person, and you know this has to be done."
"I didn't ask myself if it was right or not. Am I God to be able to have this right to take someone's life? I didn't think like that. I thought that this is the criminal pedophile, a human trafficking predator," she admitted.
This isn't usually the case though, as Aliia explained: "In Russia at that time, you usually work with cleaners, these are the agents who would kill the target and then clean up the body, mess, whatever, but on this mission, I didn't have cleaners so I had to finish the job myself."
"When you have all this adrenaline and these beliefs, you don't really have any fears or understanding.
"You just want it to be done, and the moment of the ejaculation of your target, you know, it would be easy to kill this target," she chillingly stated.
Aliia explained that it isn't easy to get a man in that vulnerable of a state, admitting: "When I was working on these particular missions, I had to make sure my target would be fully in love and have full trust in me.
"That's where I could proceed with this stuff. So it's you. You cannot just get the guy to hold a room and just, you know," as she spoke about the importance of a long-term relationship and months of work.
While it was difficult to be close and intimate with a man involved in such heinous crimes, she stuck it out for the greater good of the world and her mission.
"The trust cannot be built in one day. When you build this trust, then you can move on and get information, or move on into him introducing you to the right people, but in reality, it still takes time," she explained.
The former sex spy said that while three days is enough for a man to say they love you, it doesn't mean that he completely '100% trusts you.'
"Trust and love, in particular, are really different feelings."
Aliia explained: "You can fall in love. It's like affection in three days when you are together with the woman 24/7, and imagine she is the best version for you.
"Like the best woman, like everything you wished for, she is there for you in three days. You feel like your brain is affected. You feel like, 'I'm in love.'"
While Aliia doesn't think twice about eliminating her criminal targets, she admitted that they have left their mark on her.
"I don't drink alcohol for a particular reason, because any time I would drink alcohol, it would all come back to me, and all the faces of my terminated targets would come and chase me and chase me in my nightmares.
"Sometimes even now, you know, and that's what I'm saying. I'm f***ed up in my own way because I know that it did affect my nervous system, which is obviously normal.
"If you've been in war and you've had to kill someone, it affects your brain, and I spoke with so many people, veterans, and they have the same problem as I do."
She also admitted that she doesn't know if she'd still have the patience for that mission today, saying: "If you ask me if I would do it right now, I probably wouldn't even have the patience to lead my target into intercourse because leading your target to intercourse, it has so many layers of strategy.
"You don't just need to seduce him, because okay, if the guy has this experience, he still doesn't trust the woman, but still he can still sleep with her.
"Still, he has his suspicions that something may happen, so he's prepared," the former operative said.
